Word to the Wise...

Do not fall for someone you're jealous of!

I really don't know what kind of advise this is, if it can be considered advice at all. I just fell into a trap. This guy I like, T, I think/thought was amazing. I don't think we have the best conversations but he's always managed to keep my interests. Physically however I'm very pleased with him. It never ceases to amaze me how physically attracted I am to him. Every time he comes around I want to just stare, but I know I can't. That would be too much. He has such a great ass. Football has done him VERY good.

It used to make me happy just to see him, but things have changed.

I get irritated when he comes around. When he talks to other people I get slightly jealous. He says things to me like "We're going to get you to fill out that shirt. You should come work out with us." or if some hot girl comes around he whispers, "I think she came here because of me." What the hell? Confidence is one thing... THAT! That is not confidence, it's arrogance. Arrogance in anyone pisses me off. Or am I just jealous. Maybe she did come over here because he's drop dead gorgeous. I mean, he does get ME going.

It sucks. I have such bad days when he's around. I can't always tell if he genuinely likes me as a person or if I'm just somebody else to talk to. I'm getting over him though... I don't think this is healthy. I never have. There's got to be somebody else out there for me.

PS: Never really got that saying... Why would I be giving advice TO the wise? I'm a dumbass I know.